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Just back from Powerhouse with boyfie, Meldric, Jiaqi, Leon, and some of the names which I forgot. I know it's mad to update my blog now. But I just can't get into sleep!!

Anyway, we partied all the way till 4AM last night. Was definitely a blast once again! Big fights and all. And that's when I told Jiaqi: "Miss those times working here? Always hoping for shows when we're at work." And she reminded me of ZiWen. HAHAHAHAHA. Ohmy, it's been decades since I last saw himmmmmmmm! Anyway, when I saw A, J and A, my heart skipped a beat. It's always so wrong to see your own friend getting into a fight. It never feels good. Went back in to see if he's okay. Glad that he is. That's the risk of being in a security line.

It's been 2 years since I last saw you bro. I hope that what Daren said will come true. Please be out soon. This 2 years had been going hard for me. But you know, we're all gonna wait for you. And that's when, we become a whole again.


I've been tearing lately. And all I could think of is him. When is he coming out, when is his letter coming etc. Whenever I'm feeling low, I don't know if its telepathy or whatever. He'll texted me and asked if I'm alright. Not once, not twice but all the time. Nobody can understands how I feel except him. But it's been 2 years since I heard from him. And I remembered he told me this: "I don't want you to worry." He's one of the best friend I can ever get in this whole wide world. It's just him, those that you know you'll never get into a relationship with, yet stays perfectly close. Even closer than a couple can get. I miss you, bro.

Alright, finish ranting.

Good morning! Xoxo.

Loves,
KaiLun.

P.S: I got a feeling, that it makes no difference if there's me or without. The last hug?