I was reading my past post, and I realised how happening my life was in the past. It's not like I don't like my life now. It's just I'm not that enjoying my life currently. I wonder, should I give up something for my life? Shouldn't I live my life to the fullest? Whenever you want something, you need to sacriface another thing in return. Probably its love, family, or even freedom.

I miss those PH night with my lovelies, I used to go there once a week. Now I think probably just once a month. Not that I'm seeking attention, neither am I flirting with other guys there. Is club built just to let opposite sex flirts? No it isn't. It is just a place to chill, and enjoy the music. I enjoy the music there, and enjoy dancing along with the tempo.

I miss those soccer nights with my soccer khakis. Like what I've mentioned, I've always think that the only thing that can put a smile across my face is none other than soccer - Barcelona.

I miss those roundings session after soccer, those supper nights. I just miss it. Now I'm wondering, if I really gave up something I enjoyed so much. Is it worth? Is it even necessary?

We're only 18 once. When you hit the big 2 or 3. I don't think you can enjoy like how you are now.

Random thoughts ya :)

Adios!

Loves,
KaiLun.

P.S: Which decision should I make?