Tell me a reason why school have to start so early. =.=

So yeah, damn tired, but have to woke up around 6.30.
In case I skip school again.
For the forth day. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Yep, got caught early in the morning.
For that stupid tie, Cause I din button up.
Lame reasons. &actually I have to buy another one for $6.50.
She thought I am VERY rich.
So my morning just starts so badly.
Went back class, slack, play, write letters,
Did this and that.
PE that time played H2O.
Stupid game, and aung htet made me seperate from my dear huimin and mich and nette. ):
So kept blaming him all the way.
tsk, stupid red red.
And blahblahblah, Mr Nazar's class still the best :D
I LOVE MR NAZAR!
As a teacher =.=
Went for lunch at canteen after tat.
And went wm library to do hw.
Sw, Sly and Hk came find us.
Slack awhile. And went to take bus with sly.
Thanks for helping me the take that heavy bag sly :D
Still, my friend's the best. :)
Went home slpt and woke up now.
So yeah, got kinda moodless now.
Moodswing I supposed.
Riduculous reasons. WTH.
And I felt so downdowndown!
Seriously, I really dont know what I'm thinking. =.=
Life's really getting more suck-ier.
Chatting with dequan now.
And he claims he doesn't dare to smile and say hi to me.
Cause I look fierce. Do I?
No I dont!
And my laptop battery left only that pathetic 60%
Mum took away my battery.
Cause she needs it too. Duh.
And actually, I really understand now,
Why friends and families are so important now.
I love them, just like how they love me :D
Isn't it?

&I promise myself,
Nv ever cried for relationships, I hope I can.
Do not ever commit too much into relationships, I hope I can.
And also, find more times for family and friends.

Sighs, I dont know what the fk you want.
I dont know what to do.
Tell me &teach me.
I'm really hating myself, to love you the way I do.
Fk life, Fk everything.
I'm speechless.
Nothing came out from my mouth.
&I'm like a mute.

Yes, I am tired.
I've lost the strength to love.
You wouldn't know how I feel deep down inside.
But I'm still loving you.