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A girl full of nonsense and craziness. You can't stop her from being crazy. Loveeeeeeeeees her friends, family, cousins and BARCELONA <33 Nothing can ever replaced them. Currently in Singapore Poly, majoring in Property Deveplopment and Facilities Management :) Simple intro will do I guess. Ask me if you wanna know more :D Am too hard, for your little mind to comprehend. Love me or hate me, I promise it won't make me or break me. Regret is the most wasteful emotion to have. |
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Monday, January 28, 2008 11:06 PM
Sighs, I'm veryvery down now lah. Hell. Shucks. He sms-ed me. Saying that he don wanna hurt me, Thus, don wanna try anything. But he din noe that, He've alr hurt me deepdeep down, When the day I got to know him, & Jasmine. When the day I got to know every single truth bout you. You say that I'm childish, But you din noe, You are the cause. You told me that you'll be there. But where are you, When I cried, In front of my friends and families, At the night alone, Where are you when I needed someone the most, Where are you when I need a listening ear and shoulder the most. I know maybe you hate to msg me. Or maybe you're avoiding me. You don't know that how much I yearn and wants you to reply me. But you always don't in the end. I'm tired of crying, I'm tired of knowing the truth. I'm tired of acting strong, I'm tired of smiling and laughing, When deep down inside, I'm bleeding. I'm tired of waiting for your msges, I'm tired of waiting for your calls. I'm tired of all your LIES. I'm tired of all this shits. Stop it, Will you? You wouldn't know how I feel, You wouldn't know how much I've hurt. You wouldn't know things that I'm encountering now. You wouldn't feel the heartpain I have now. You wouldn't know how long I've waited for your msges and calls.
You wouldn't know anything, Cause in your heart, There isn't me, at all. Even till now, I'm still not a part of your life. Heaven is having games which I don't wish to play. Heaven make me goes one big round. Put yourself into my shoes, If you feel that it hurts you, It probably hurts me, too. Boy, I'm tired. I need a shoulder to lean on. I'm feeling so lonely and alone. I hate this feeling. I detest to be alone. I hate to be lonely. I hate this feeling, Whereby, I need someone, Yet, nobody is there. I feel so alone all the time, Even when I'm in sch. Though I know that, There will be friends who care, Families who love. But my heart, Still feel so lonely and alone. Teach me what to do, I'm really, Really on the edge of breaking down. I miss you. |